Chapter 1: Out of my Mind
the lights go out…there’s nothing around…all of a sudden i am blind by the realization that that light is no more…meaning “no happiness?”
…is that it?
…what’s left?
those are the questions that are being asked and beg to be answered with everyday that goes by. i am dead…not literally obvisiously…LoL but to the point were the THIS…….has poisoned me and therefore i fade slowly
…it hurts
it’s best to just go to sleep so the pain doesnt spread like a fire that cant be contained. what happens when that fire burns that bridge down that connects u to the “city” sort of speak???
……………….what will you do then???
………will u be lost forever?
……………………………DEAD…………………………
……………………..forgotten?
only time will tell…over the past few…ughhh how bout years…that everything is all wrong….
- “that does’nt go there…”
- “how much of “that” should i use?”
- “am i suppose to laugh now?”
- “is “this” enough?”
- and most of important….”WHY?”
i dont suppose you cant understand what i am talkin’ about because everythin’z sorta all over the place…hmmm…time to right a book???…LoL…some of the greatest minds are always overlooked so it’s always important to know them when you come face to face…
“we loose everything that’s important to us…remember that!”

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